Thursday, April 13, 2006
The Flight of Lucifer
Just right after the walk on the Boulevard of Broken Dreams, Lucifer will soar. The pride in me has been awaken again for good.
The last Sabbath on the Mall. Nothing really interesting happen. They just left early for some cause. Around seven in the evening the most of them, the northern people head back to SM North. I didn’t come with them. Perhaps I was looking forward to something more interesting. I might get my bucks’ worth of three thousand. I planned to stay with Noeru. He said he has a classmate who was willing to buy my Ragnarok Online Account. With my account loaded up, I definitely will be earning. Right.
Twilight comes. I was still with the most of the Gamer Clan peeps till the Mall closes. Finally we all decided to pack up for the evening. Jeff, Roy or Radius, and me came with Noeru and spend almost an hour in Shangri-La near the Shaw Boulevard/EDSA Crossing. After some time chatting, we head to Noeru’s residence while Jeff sets himself home. We arrive at his place at almost midnight, and he sent us directly to his room. Sabbath’s over, and it was the twilight of the Sun. Our Christ, Roy get himself entertained with Final Fantasy X and get himself hooked up with Blitzball, an underwater soccer portrayed in the said game. After spending the last hours of the wake, we finally rest our eyes and mind.
The next day, we woke up almost nine in the morning. They wake me up to eat but I feel the cushion more. They returned to his room and given me my breakfast, in bed. I was so embarrassed. Then Roy gets the hang of another game of Blitzball. He couldn’t some of the teams but gets used it. He also beat his own record by wining a game. We shared the laugh. As afternoon arrives, Noeru invited us to the internet café he use to stay with. It was blocks away. After arriving, we were given our accounts and logged in. Finally I could change my signature in GC. For Shaytan’s sake, I have finally surfed the net after two long weeks! Whew! Then I made an account in another online multiplayer game, just for wasting the time. It was Ran Online. Same controls as the most MMORPGs, and I get confused on using and pumping up skills, too much requirements. Plus I could rotate the screen and yeah, I can see other player’s panties! Whatta fan service! After spending time at the café, we head to my RO account buyer, but unfortunately, he was not there. We came back to Noeru’s home wasted. That’s why I decided to stay another day more. Roy also did. Later in the night, I reminded them that it was tonight, the The Gospel of Judas would be aired and featured in National Geographic Channel. We were so excited that we couldn’t wake. As the clock strikes ten, we switches the channel and watched the anticipated presentation. After that we sleep.
The day of the Moon. Noeru wakes us up for breakfast at nine. After sinking our teeth, we came back and sleep again. We wake up again at noon. Then after eating again and watching anime programs on Animax and Hero, we went to the said internet café again to seek the account buyer, without any tops. It was so funny that we went there without wearing any shirts that the muggles get a good look at us. Yeah, the account buyer, was there but he was anxious about buying the account. I thought it was a sure fortune. After negotiating, I made up my mind that will spend another day more. I was slightly frustrated. Roy spends his remaining hours in playing Blitzball and as night falls, we were assigned to leave. I ask Noeru about the account that if it is OK for me so stay an little bit longer. He agreed and we send Roy along Shaw Boulevard. We waited until he could ride a jeepney as a sign of concern and respect. After that we returned and watched anime as he talks to Elise on the phone.
The day of the God of War. I was supposed to wake up early, and so I did. It was his schedule to get his report card at Don Bosco Institute. With his sister, I came up with him, thinking that the account buyer was also at the school. Before, his granny had given me fifty bucks. I could have resisted it but she insisted. I have no choice but to accept the grace. As we arrive at the said school and Noeru does his thing to get his report card with his sister. Then we found the account buyer and informed that he won’t be able to buy the account. I was so frustrated but still keep my cool. I ask him that he can help me find a buyer and I have invited him also in Gamer Clan. How about that? And I have given him the contacts he could need if ever someone is interested. Then I left, Noeru with me before I could hitch a ride.
I head to Galas, thinking Karl was there. But I found out no one was home. Later a friend told me that they were waiting for me for the swimming. I remembered that Noelle sends Roy a message last night for the swimming. So I head there to Greenhills and almost got lost. It was to late when I came; everyone was packing up, and I don’t even get the chance to freshen up. But it’s OK. I talked to the people I must talk to. Like Karl, that we must begin the props project and finish it right before the Lenten Season ends. He told me that I must go to his place the next day, by around six in the evening. And after that, all together, we left.
The worst case scenario happens. I expected sermons from my goddamn parents but not this. My fucking mother never stops busting up her fucking mouth with harsh words and my fucking father screamed at me. They just don’t give a chance to speak up. I finally collapse with my mother and father both expressing their ruthless hatred on a son who never came home on time. I collapse… that’s all remember. Other than fainting, I hear my mom saying worst things about me, instead of calling for help a doctor, she tends to call a police, or an exorcist perhaps, because she said I was possessed by an evil spirit. DUH? What the fuck?! All they care about was Jang Geum and how she made it back to the Palace, not their son who thought of being hugged back as he comes home and was given a strangle rather.
I felt numb… it take several minutes to get my senses back. I almost died… died in pain of Nervous Breakdown. Near Death Experience, anyone?
The next day; the day of Odin. I wake up one afternoon and prepared myself for Galas, like Karl told me. I should be around six in the evening. Before I leave, I ask my fucking father if it is OK with him to send me with his car to the place and fetch them. He disagreed and added that they are the one who should get here, not me to there. For them, I am just a money waster, each time gets out I need money. How would I need much more if I live in the mountains of Rizal? That’s why I ask him to use the car but he declined and screamed at me again. My mom was with him and scrutinizing again. Then my father told me that he hates it when I make props. Then lately I have been realize that I must not work for free again, and the memories of the Chronicles of the Broken Wings and the Bad Company, The Core of Arts, flashes back, as the Avatar of Pride inside of me revives once again. This time, I can fully take control of it.
Memoirs of being used and abused flshes back. Lucifer has wakened my senses back again. I just can’t abandon the lessons I learned from the two turning points of my fucking life, reminding me how gullible I am when it comes to “friends”. Shaytan don’t want it to happen again, either.
Anxious, I went to Galas and found Karl, not there. Shawn was at the internet café, and told me that he was at the Gamer Clan photo shit whatever. The prize I am paying for the people who want fame. I can hear the demons whispering that this is not right. I waited, amusing myself with Gals Panic SU, an ecchi anime arcade game that each time you complete the one hundred percent revealing the girl on such a provocative pose, it’s Showtime with the tits. Then Yui came, informing that Karl was taking an overnight in Rocky’s place. Now have no choice but to bust it out. And you won’t like to read the rest.
Ciao. Just don’t piss me off right the whole Lenten Season. I’m battling the Angels of deception.
4:56 AM ...another day has ended.
Name: Fuketsu Murasaki
Alias: Tainted Purple, TP, Satanic Priestess, Maki, Pendrille Walpurgis de Faux
Age: 23 and rising
Birthdate: 101084
Religion: Ideal Christianity
Nationality: None Specified
Description: Visual Artist, CG Artist, Song Writer, Musician, Novelist. Psychotic, Sarcastic, Ego Tripping, Temperemental, Foolish, Wants to rule the World.
Horror, Scifi, Adventure movies; Sour, Sweet foods. Arcade Simulation and Online gaming. Artworks. Kind, Understanding people.
Annoying, Arrogant, Selfish, Sinister, Numb, Unfaithful jerks.
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