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Monday, April 24, 2006

Oracle of the Cards

Mood:

"I lay my deck flat as I split it up and shuffle it. I shuffle it so many times till they can feel my aura. I divide them into three separate piles and stack them up again. As I draw three topmost cards, alas, the Oracle is fulfilled…"

Sounds like fortune telling, indeed. But for me, it’s like another Magic: The Gathering duel.

"I place a land, a mountain then I said ‘Done’."

I rarely believe in such fortune telling, but hey, I am a clairvoyant myself sometimes. I wished I have my own Tarot deck.

Last Tuesday, another house party was held, again it was at Noey’s place at Greenhills East Subdivision for the Gamer Clan’s One Year Anniversary. I enter the closest gate to EDSA then I meet the people I never meet within some short period of time. It was Kei. And I hope his girlfriend, Madi was with him inside. The gang waited for him to finish smoking. Then we came in. I was so amaze to see whose inside: A bunch of new people from Gamer Clan. I tell you, if every one of these people swims simultaneously, the entire pool will be overpopulated. I showed them off my new collection of signatures for the forums, including those on my last post in my blog. Everyone were having fun as I begin to jump on my swimming attire until Noey’s grandmother enters the scene telling us off that we make such a lot of noise, the neighborhood were reprimanding us. Almost all of us stopped and ceased even stopped swimming. Then her aunt entered too, questioning us why she has so many friends that were guys and if are all of these people are invited. Noey becomes powerless and cried while some of the girls stand by her side and comforts her. Good thing, RG speaks for us as her aunt interrogates us like the FBI’s doing to suspects. As if we were loosing the will to swim because of the commotion made by her two relatives. But what can we do, we must still enjoy for Noey’s sake. Then I talked to Noey if she did the things necessary, because we are inside a private subdivision and the guards must have know that we are celebrating the GC’s Anniversary at Noey’s place. She told me that she did informed, and her grandmother and aunt was only making stories after all. I did not comment, and made the conclusion, she’s going to be fine. Sometimes, I can’t understand anymore of the elderly people. After some few while, we never feel these two auras and continue to swim. Kei invited me to smoke with him, with Madi and Sonar. Then we talk about a project we ought to accomplish and I was marveled with some of the revelations from Kei. Night falls, we returned inside. We enjoyed talking much about our religion (for Yui came out also followed by Shawn and Koji) and some other stuff. As I return to the pool, the Waterboys Nightshift was born and amuses all of the non-swimming people. I hope somebody upload these wholesome and amusing ala sentai videos in You Tube. The party has come to an end. Her father came and asks Noey if we enjoyed the night. Of course we say yes, in spite of the dilemma earlier. Then her mother was there, still supporting us. Then I politely ask Noey the box of Magic Trading Cards like she promised us. Then she did. When she returns with the box, her aunt came back and tells her off things that made her cry again, hurting her with such words ‘I wont appreciate it if you are going to tell me that I am mistaken’. Obviously her aunt is guilty about it. Then her friends comfort her again. I felt something that is not sympathy but deeper. It seems that I am the one who’s ashamed. But to hell with it, all that matters is that she’s alright. Then we left the palace-like house, saying our last goodbyes for the night. Then all of us parted near Robinson’s Galeria. I have her box of Magic Trading Cards inside my bag. As we came in Galas, Karl and I came with Yui to his place, and it seems safe, someone’s out. There we check the cards, along with Chi, Yui’s brother figure. Then they constructed trash decks. Karl made a trash deck somehow a pain in the ass. It’s quite strong as we test it out. Then by four thirty in the morning, we retire for the day. My head’s aching because of too much chlorine in my head. The next day, I left at afternoon, after taking a glance at Gamer Clan.

Thursday, I came to Nash’s place. I found Shobe and Ron there. Good thing Ron has arrived from Davao. It seems like a get together, but I need to depart by the afternoon. As Ron and I talked, I learned something from him around me. Then we parted at the LRT 1 station. Just within forty five minutes I arrived at Megamall to meet up with Roy, for he will help me along with Karl with the props. I found no one in Food Court so I decided to look at Club Synergy. There was Jbob, playing SVC Chaos, and ask him to text Roy. So we did. After beating the game, Roy replied and told us that they were at the Food Court already. So we came and there they are, Jeff, Roy, Ianne, Sonar and Noel. After sometime spending at the place, we left Megamall and head for Shangri La to loiter. Sonar head straight home. As time flies, Ianne felt thirst and asks us to drink water from a nearby restaurant. So we did, after that, Roy mentioned about the five hundred bucks he saw while walking along with Sonar, Luna and me. So we manage with our luck to find another one again, but it was in vain. Upon hearing this, Jeff enters 7 Eleven shop and asks us which snack we want. With the root beer in hand, he get his wallet and brought up a thousand bucks. And did treat us all. With such enjoyment we eat at the side of Shangri La. After having fun snacking, we played wall walking like Prince of Persia. Then we head home. Noel invited me again to his place along with Roy. Then Nash text me that she’ll call me at home, but as I arrive to his place, I texted her that I am at the different place and I give her Noel’s number so she can call and she did. We were chatting for hours as Roy and Noel played with their celphone’s composer, composing Ai No Shirushi by Puffy AmiYumi. Then we take a break.

Next morning, no I mean afternoon we wake up, we eat and prepare for departure, but something was pulling us… we were sitting next to the TV and got us entertained. Wrestling, Anime and some, till we watched Chobits in Animax. Roy, I and Noel found these lines disturbing:

"The one that’s the one for me can touch me (Chii-chan takes Hideki’s hand and place it in her ‘switch’) and the only one who can come to me…"

What the fuck!! We laugh our asses out!! The meaning’s quite solid for the malicious ones. Now that’s what we call a punchline that knocks out totally. Then after eating again, we left. Sometimes, I cannot tolerate Noel’s hospitality anymore… he’s to kind to us. I should return the favor.

Ah, Sabbath. Again. I have plenty of bucks here to spend. I reached Megamall, and found only a few there.Then one by one they came. Sonar, Yui and Karl came from SM North, with some of the PinoyCosplay members. They are also having an EB there, which totally divided us up. The GC gang, Noey, Aren, Cheng, along with the happy and loud boys, Andrew, Aaron, Louis, Ianne were there. Kei with his brother Cholo were there and some of the girls, Tessa, Liz and to name some few. WAA People were there plus some from FilCosplay. It seems that day is totally messed up. I dunno why, I just felt that something’s missing that day. It was incomplete, until Roy came and others. It’s kinda getting better though. Jet and Jade were there, Noel is been dating Elise and so forth. Then some of us, Roy, Sonar, Ric, Kei, Cholo decided to head to Robinson’s Galeria for some Drummania action. Just for a peso. Yeah, a peso works in the DM machine there. No need for tokens of seven bucks each. After enjoying the game, we returned to Megamall then played more. I approached my fellow Deviant Artist from the DA Meat. One of them, a fellow artist, Lico was making a Tarot reading so I decided to try it out. First, what would happen to me in the first five years. I separated the deck into three piles and he does his thing:

Current State: Two of Wands
Obstacle: Three of Swords (I dunno, I forgot… )
Outcome: Four of Cups

Interpretation: I would be thinking of traveling, plans of going abroad, then something would cross my path resulting me to not acknowledging the graces I am receiving. Sounds right, but it is happening to me now. That means, after five years, these problems will be still present? No way, thanks for the reading, I can now control it. Next I ask him to read my general reading for the present:

Current State: Queen of Wands
Obstacle: The Moon
Outcome: Justice

Interpretation: A female figure will guide me, help me in my career, and then a supernatural or an invisible force will cross my path. But still, Karma will work in my favor. Lico said, it is very strange, because something supernatural appeared in his reading, along with Karma. Strange, indeed. And I hope this reading is perfect (and turns out to be good). I thought it pertains to my friends, about the woman I will choose to love but… enough of that. I always think of myself as the Justice Card I draw.

After the reading, we go to Time Zone to play another session. Jet started to cheering Roy with the newly found Tamayura Gun that made us laughing our asses out. After that we went to Shangri La, for Jet is looking for her sister, Jade. After staying for while and letting her eat after a tragedy happened to her earlier about classroom nemesis, we left. Jet and I talk about some Magic Trading Cards tricks for spiting decks. Then we all parted. I head to Galas to find what’s going on, but unfortunately nothing’s going on. Karl were there, informing that we must work on well on Lexy’s canon. She’ll join the National Cosplay Competition, so do I… (Prepare to meet another High Priestess in action!!) Then Markel and Shawn arrived and we all talked together about certain matters, like new arcade games. Guilty Gear XX Slash is now out on PS2. Twelve in the midnight already, we decided to go home. Another Sabbath has ended.

I just remembered the Tarot cards Lico have drawn for me last Sabbath. Now, I am bothered about the ‘invisible/supernatural force’ that would cross my path but still manage to overcome. I have just recalled some people conspiring me to destroy my name in the community. Now doubts again circulated in my mind. Who would be this people? Are they the same well established people I know in the community months ago that dumped me? Or that fucking horse that my intuition says that he’s the same person who PMed me in a different account, spying me right now? Or a far greater threat that would return to the community from the depths of the Core? I got plenty in mind. The placidity was lost, replaced with doubt. But the last card is a trump. Maybe I should stay like this, calm and gentle, keeping Lico’s words, Karma will work in my favor. Hopefully.

4:06 AM ...another day has ended.

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Monday, April 17, 2006

Aftermath of the Storm

Recently I am going addicted to Tony Tanaka's artorks. Here a sample.

Here is the signature for our forums I have made based on this Priestess Fanart.

I'm doing fine. Keeping my cool. See you later!!

6:10 PM ...another day has ended.

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Thursday, April 13, 2006

The Flight of Lucifer

4:56 AM ...another day has ended.

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Saturday, April 08, 2006

Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Mood:

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

It was Thursday, the sky was mediocre; dark, and damp with the cinder clouds around the skies. It was so promising that I would finally be staying in Shiela’s place so I have packed up every thing I need, just for days. With the Php 200.00 provided I walk alone. Nash was texting me to we could meet at Robinsons’ Place Ermita. As I meet her at GBOX, she told me that Shiela and her brother was not around, even at the event where an uprising Reggae band Brownmen All Stars performed. Too bad, we have to search for them. Her mom was calling her because it’s getting late, she needs to go home. But where’s her bro? He’s with Shiela probably, and I need to meet up with her, because my mom knows that I am away and won’t be probably come home for days, keeping in mind that Shiela has given me a stay-in job at her place. As we part ways I head straight to Raymond’s place. I thought he knows where her place was, but I was mistaken. He doesn’t know where her place was though. So I spend some other time talking… still texting Shiela and hoping she would come there to fetch me up. But hours come and more hours pass by. But dreaded news came as I reload my cellphone account. She said she was on Naga, Bicol. What? That’s ridiculous. I thought she has already gone there, and will never to return. She left me hanging in the air for the first time. She was at Sucat, and was about to leave. Good thing I never blow up and I exhaled deeply. I cannot even stay at Raymond’s place because his cousins were staying there and I won’t have a place. I have contacted several friends but they give negative. So I have no choice. I walked alone, with the rain showered my frustrations again. I reach for small huts at the parks in Liwasan, just in front of Manila Post Office Building in Lawton. I stayed there and I sleep along with the rain sprinkling in my face and small Vampiric creatures called mosquitoes to boot, feeding them with my blood as they bite my arms gently.

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I can’t sleep!! This is what I have screaming inside my head as I couldn’t bear the pain and the coldness I am experiencing. I have been homeless for a day. The moon was gazing behind the dark clouds. Then I saw crews from ABS-CBN assembling a stage for another Pinoy Big Brother Celebrity Edition gimmick at the said Post Office. People around me have their own huts. There was this couple whom the guy was really concern about his girl. Probably they both runaway form the clutches of their parents; a forbidden love. Some runaway peeps have their own huts and some shared them with another homeless. The rain stopped and it showered again its grace. As I felt I was not sleepy, I stand up and take a walk to the famous Luneta Park. There, our lame National Hero Jose Rizal was executed. It took me thirty minutes to get there by walking. It really consumes a lot of time. I took a sit at one of the benches and tried to sleep. But still I couldn’t. I picked up my cellphone and played some games. Then a suspicious guy in red approached me, asking for help. I denied him I take a walk again, this time near the Manila Bay. Walking takes a lot of time so I take advantage of it. I will wait for Nash to wake up so I can come over to her place. Her mother will leave soon. I just treated it a small walk in the park as I head to the Bay. Early birds doing a Tae Bo, Chinese Tai Chi and kids with their parents playing Badminton was the attraction. There where also some crab catchers too. I stayed there until eight in the morning. Nash has given me a go signal.

Yeah, now I have place where I can stay. After some talk, I sleep in her cozy bed at the living room. She wake me up at noon and invited me to eat dinner. As we talk, I have heard from her bro that Shiela’s still here. What the fuck. That’s all I can say. I thought she was… nevermind. She’s making a stir. Nash was also surprised. Then she ordered me follow her bro. So I did, just to catch her. I wonder what will be her alibi. Nash and I hide at the laundry area then we wait. Of course, Shiela was stunned to see me alive and well. Damn her, but I still keeping my cool. Now I talked to her and as I expected she has her alibi. Now I told her about prioritizing. And now she said that I wasn’t able to stay in her place for the mean time unlike she promised me. Now we have to find somewhere else. We went to Delpan where her friend lives, his uncle but the consequences were unstable. I was very hungry by that time. She offered me to come with her in Bulacan. Almost a province. We took a ride to Baliwag and I have set my foot on another distant land like anywhere else. We stayed on her aunt’s house where the lifestyle is not that primitive. Finally I could rest, in spite of hunger.

I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-

We woke up the next day. It was the day of Sabbath. It was very early so I could grip a cup of coffee in my worn out hands. After devouring the prepared meal we immediately set ourselves to journey back to civilization. We parted in Monumento and I hurried to Megamall.

Just in time. I came in Megamall by noon. Almost everyone was there, waiting for the others to show up. There would be a swimming in Noey’s place. I remembered I have contacted Mark to come with us, and it seems that he’s well welcomed. Now as we were completed, we ride her van with her and gone to her place. The others will soon follow up. Noey was very accommodating. She treated us very nice as some of the peeps jumped of the Pool. Others were playing Magic: The Gathering card game while the others played Tekken 5 and set their fingers with the Organ. It was fun, fun until the very night. Radius talked to everyone of us about a special matter that I won’t mention due to security reasons. But the fate of GC relies on it. The night was finally over.

I went the Galas Bois whom would come to Aaron’s place. I thought that there would be some drinking, but I was mistaken. The place should be tight shut and most of us where penniless. The truth was I shouldn’t be with them. The car’s full but still I managed to come with them. If I would come home now, my parent’s would realize that I am bluffing about the job Shiela offered. So by hook or by crook I must go with them. The problem is, I should have said it before to the last minute, not at the time of exact departure. Karl and Yui sermons me about it. They even got Shawn with it, inviting a drink without the owner of the place consent. I treated it as a fatal mistake, never to be done again. Anyways, what done is done. Aaron treats us to some anime DVD watch then finally he offered us to watch hentai. Of course we agree. He inserted Darling and we get the most out of it. It was hilarious. But still I would never be like Markel… how about talking to a girl at twilight while watching hentai with the sounds of moaning girls in the background? Definitely I would be ashamed. That is why we idolized Markel that much during that whole day. IDOL KITA MARKEL!! DI KO KAYA ANG GINAGAWA MO!! ASTIG KA!! We finished the whole four episodes DVD when others were sleepy. But still Karl didn’t get enough. Me, with Karl, Jacob and Markel watched Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien, an animated drama that reached the top charts as one of the best anime. I have an idea about the show, Mitsuki is a bitch. That’s right. She is. Just watch it. It gives me an aftershock for two days while I don’t know if Karl was over with it. The maximum time of the shock was a week according to Jacob. The drama was very intense that I have run emotional for two days. We finished only the half of spindle and finally hit on the bed for rest. Before I have received a text message that made my inner self panic. Shiela was on a trip to Naga and still keep on telling me that it is so very important. What the fuck? What’s important with tailing around your teacher whom you are infatuated with? Still keeping my cool, she left me hanging again for the second time. I thought she would accommodate me starting Monday. And now she wants me to make an explanation for my parents that I won’t be able to stay in her place, upon my parent’s knowledge that she offered me a stay-in job? Ridiculous again. She’s not here, she said. She will be gone for two weeks. Duh.

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone

Ah..ah..

Ah, another morning was given to us as a blessing by my lord, Shaytan. I was so glad I’m still alive. Still aiming to finish the whole spindle of Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien, we first were invited to eat for breakfast finally. Then we hit the show. But that’s not enough. Yui even ask for another show, and that’s another two hentai DVDs. Oh my… YUI TIGANG KA!! I hilariously made fun of him. I wonder what got him and drives him to watch more… well for me, at least I am watching something. After some few hours spent, we separated tracks and head home. Back to Hades.

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Now, something important ran in my head that I need to talk to both of the brothers. With my money left, I have gone to Galas and meet up with them. Unfortunately, they were not there. I have search the entire place but no trace. I have no choice but to wait for them. I stayed at an internet café and was tempted to play Warcraft III’s custom game DotA All-stars. Oh my, I am spending again… Until finally I was able to meet up with Karl and he offered me to favor, perhaps a favor that would change our lives. I accepted it even though there’s a days left. Finally we were able to meet with Shawn and Yui. Together, we spent hours of talking till dawn. Upon hearing news that many would visit them tomorrow, I decided to stay. But I don’t have a place to stay for the night. There is handy jeepneys that can a temporary refuge, but Shawn and Karl didn’t allow it. They made me stay to their place just for the night. It would be an embarrassment for them if I did not stayed with them and sacrifice myself again to mosquitoes.

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

Shawn woke me up. It was almost noon. The first thing I saw that day was Karl watching a new Japanese Action Series called Garo. Just like Kamen Riders, only just slightly mature in some ways. Karl keep on telling us that even the famous cosplayer like Robert Wong turned down the offer of cosplaying Garo, due to high financial requirements. As I watch the series, I finally realize why. Whew. Then Theresa came and stayed with Shawn for few hours then she left. After watching the series, we went outside and looked for Aren. It was heard that Jacob, Aaron, Luna and Kreame would come over. So we manage to wait. I was Yui, Karl and Shawn again. As night falls, there are still no signs of them. Jacob will be on Friday, and the rest I don’t know. All I know is I should go home. My parents slandered me on my phone. Even if they don’t come, it’s OK. Sabbath’s waiting though.

I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone

Ah..ah..
I walk alone and I walk a-

I receive a message from Radius that he has invited me to attend a brainstorming for our Gamer Clan project. I didn’t deny it. Thursday, I met up with Shobe in SM North and she paid me Php 200.00 bucks from an in-game item I sold her in Ragnarok Online. Still not in full, but worth it. After some few talks, I left for Megamall. I never really expected that most of the would come, even Yui’s there. And the rest, yeah, present. I greeted them and the fun begins. Luna got her hair colored to blonde, Radius was with the majority brainstorming. Dej, and the rest of new faces was also there. Yui, with Jade, Luna, Liz played truth or dare. Plenty of SM Megamall scandals was captured in Noey’s cam, including mine… Jade pursues me giving me a smack that made me blushed for ages. The PPF guys Jeff, Jet, Jen and Esh were also there. Markel was missing in action. Then we played Magic: The Gathering with Roy Oman, Karl, and Uruhara. Karl borrowed a green weenie deck that was a killer. After spending some hours in Megamall, Some of us decided to part ways and went to SM North. I’m with Yui, Shawn, Tessa, Rocky and Luna. Only a few of us. Anyways, I could finally again get hold of Drummania that worth my pennies. The day was over. I’ll be saving the best for Sabbath.

And now. Another dawn of a New Sabbath. Many things will happen. Some fun, some sad and depressing. But hey shit happens. I will be expecting everyone. Till then.

Au Revior.

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone

6:14 AM ...another day has ended.

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About.

Name: Fuketsu Murasaki
Alias: Tainted Purple, TP, Satanic Priestess, Maki, Pendrille Walpurgis de Faux
Age: 23 and rising
Birthdate: 101084
Religion: Ideal Christianity
Nationality: None Specified
Description: Visual Artist, CG Artist, Song Writer, Musician, Novelist. Psychotic, Sarcastic, Ego Tripping, Temperemental, Foolish, Wants to rule the World.

Likes.

Horror, Scifi, Adventure movies; Sour, Sweet foods. Arcade Simulation and Online gaming. Artworks. Kind, Understanding people.

Hates.

Annoying, Arrogant, Selfish, Sinister, Numb, Unfaithful jerks.